Timeless

Timeless In the Winter’s snow there was no holding me. Spring flowers bloomed and I plucked them alone. Summer rain, I watched from the window; Where were you? Fall came and I was refreshed; it was time I faced this change. You were suppose to come for me a long time ago I waited patiently and trusted the love we shared But as the seasons changed so did we. In no time I was settling for what felt like free. Now I rest my head on shoulders; that don’t belong to you. Dance to music that reminds me There is … Continue reading Timeless

Imperfections of the Soul

Imperfections of the Soul   I’m glad you helped me: to make a fool of myself one more time. Helped me realize how easy it is to lose focus on what matters. Thanks for making me say things. I thought I could never say again. For helping me believe there has to be “better” out there, yet you’re not it. I’m glad you helped me: to understand that it’s too late for apologies, or simply realize everything that glitters definitely isn’t gold. Thank you for making me know I can feel pleasure, when I thought I never would again.   … Continue reading Imperfections of the Soul

Perfect Stranger

Perfect Stranger   In the arms of a stranger, I search for my sanctuary. I come to you for the familiar touch of your hands.         The way you command my every move when we are together As if you know all about what I need. Yet you know nothing about me or my needs. You are merely a stranger.   Clearly, I am not convinced of your abilities to understand without understanding. Instead, I exhaust myself in the pleasures of what you do and not what you say you do. You are merely a stranger. I … Continue reading Perfect Stranger

Perfect Imperfection

Perfect Imperfection Although I’m embarrassed to say I never knew You would have such a spot in my heart when we met.   And just like us,                         our meetings,                                           they got so complex. Convinced that our worlds were so different I resolved myself to the thought, “We would never be.” Because of my inflexible and stubborn ways most of what I felt                         I never expressed.  And I know you clearly have two sides.  So here is what I never said                                                 But always felt. Continue reading Perfect Imperfection

Empty

E  m  p  t  y Was all I felt. I focused on my success. That’s it. I needed a better job. Now I could impress the best of them with my resume. But would give it all up To feel set free.   So I changed my focus to my home Maybe if I owned my own. That would help I just knew it would… Yet I came home and I still felt alone   Longing, each day seemed so lonely. All these people around me. Each one telling me they know what’s best. I was being pulled in so … Continue reading Empty

My Role of Aaron

A few years back I truly learned the power of Faith and Prayer.  I watched as my sister’s life was proclaimed over by man more than once or twice in a short time span (I’ll save this full testimony for another time).  Never once did I believe their report even when love ones, friends or doctors tried to prepare me for what “may” happen.  They meant no harm, they just didn’t want to see me hurt. Faith in God’s word is what I stood on.  My role was simple and I played it well; thank God, I maintain my sister is healed.  And I would play … Continue reading My Role of Aaron

Loves

Loves  God loves you without question. So it’s your heart I search so deeply to see as God does.   Given that God accepts you without complexities. I receive you as you are: HUMAN In the hopes to reflect the strength God has given you.   Because God understands you without explanation. I listen to you religiously to acknowledge your needs In the effort to understand you as God does   Trust that God always has a place for you. So I open up my heart for you to share. In a clear attempt to love you somewhat as God … Continue reading Loves

Desperate

A desperate attempt to make poetry out of you. We greet each other like strangers. We have nothing to discuss, outside of what happened to us. Tired of discussions that turn into arguments “about what was done right and what was done wrong.” We barely speak or see each other as “home.” I promise you that I have searched             and searched all night trying to recall the words I used to describe you             when we first met. Believing that maybe those words would help me get      that feeling of love back. I questioned how             I framed … Continue reading Desperate

Love Letter II

Love Letter II A response to your letter won’t take me very long. I have remained the same. Was that not my promise? My love, you have always been. When I captured your heart you already had mine. So that if you left me, No matter your struggle, my love would be your guide. I know you wanted nothing more than to return. Yes I watched you as you replaced me with other people and material things. But I sent my love letter to you Hoping that you would never forget That I am God: Your Heavenly Father, Creator, Lord … Continue reading Love Letter II

Love Letter I

Love Letter I I stumbled through the incomplete letters I wrote you over time. I could never explain or put my thoughts into words, the way leaving you made me feel. After you, I was lost and no love seemed real. Since my fear led me to believe that I had lost you. I wanted to start off small. So the thought came to me: I should start by completing a letter for the first time. Because in the past tears would stop me Only making more time pass. Let me start by saying it is amazing how your love … Continue reading Love Letter I