To My Husband to Be…. “When you find me”

I love how God works just when you least expect it, he shows up and in this case he showed off…  I had almost conceded that this was not my season for love outside of God, family and friends.  Then God went and inserted “Al-Lateef Farmer” here; with “here” being my heart.   So here goes…Long before the October night; when you gave up your spot so I could see Mos and Talib hit the stage.  Long before the November evening; where Stevie Wonder played in the background as we sat in the car and talked well into the night.  Long before the January afternoon; I came to pray for … Continue reading To My Husband to Be…. “When you find me”

Loves

Loves  God loves you without question. So it’s your heart I search so deeply to see as God does.   Given that God accepts you without complexities. I receive you as you are: HUMAN In the hopes to reflect the strength God has given you.   Because God understands you without explanation. I listen to you religiously to acknowledge your needs In the effort to understand you as God does   Trust that God always has a place for you. So I open up my heart for you to share. In a clear attempt to love you somewhat as God … Continue reading Loves

Love Letter II

Love Letter II A response to your letter won’t take me very long. I have remained the same. Was that not my promise? My love, you have always been. When I captured your heart you already had mine. So that if you left me, No matter your struggle, my love would be your guide. I know you wanted nothing more than to return. Yes I watched you as you replaced me with other people and material things. But I sent my love letter to you Hoping that you would never forget That I am God: Your Heavenly Father, Creator, Lord … Continue reading Love Letter II

Love Letter I

Love Letter I I stumbled through the incomplete letters I wrote you over time. I could never explain or put my thoughts into words, the way leaving you made me feel. After you, I was lost and no love seemed real. Since my fear led me to believe that I had lost you. I wanted to start off small. So the thought came to me: I should start by completing a letter for the first time. Because in the past tears would stop me Only making more time pass. Let me start by saying it is amazing how your love … Continue reading Love Letter I